Everything was fine! She was so excited about me approaching my 20 week ultrasound.

We got on the phone that night and did our regular girl chat. I got this same flash the night before she passed. The week before she died I kept getting flashes of my mom in a hospital and a casket. One day I told myself that I can’t fixate on the day my mom dies, I have to enjoy her while she is here. My mom lost 4 sisters before the age of 50 and I always had this horrible obsession with being worried about the day my mom would leave. I literally wouldn’t be able to handle it. I would hope that nothing in my future will compare to losing my mom.

My mom was the absolute best! I still can’t believe she isn’t here anymore. I’d like to believe that (on) ‘Black Ink’ Chicago, we tell a story about a cast of individuals that’s never been told before.Worst day of my life. I think the show showcases what it takes to make it as an entrepreneur in Chicago, and we showcase the hustle, the triumphs, the struggle and the interpersonal relationships and sometimes combustibility of our cast, both professionally and personally. Said Cesareo: “‘Black Ink Crew,’ it’s this amazing story of entrepreneurship, underdogs, grit and heart. We totally want to show Chicago in the best light that we can show it.” “Even though we do turn up a lot on the show, whether it’s fights that might happen or people are going through gun charges and gun violence and stuff like that, even though that’s a more grimier part of it, on the other end, we do do a lot of positive things and we try to not be the stereotype that people put one, reality shows in, and two, Chicago in.

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